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I guess that's what copies are for, then.
I wouldn't exactly have a problem with that, either.
I wouldn't exactly have a problem with that, either.
[ The word for her, something more than just her name, had almost slipped out of him without thinking about it β something that feels more formal, more significant than just calling her ma'am, but that wouldn't have seemed right either, not when that's the way he'd address any older woman more respectfully. He's not fully aware that he's even said it until she repeats the question back to him, and then he blinks a little, cognizant that he's uttered it loud enough for her to hear. ]
... yes. [ He gives her that answer in a hush, but it's confident when it comes β assuring, at least, that while he has this with her specifically, no one else has even come close to being considered that way in his mind. His fingers thread deeper into her hair, and when she leans in to drag her tongue over the length of his cock, he draws in a breath through his nose, a sharp inhale. ]
I will. Anything. Anything you say. [ It doesn't matter whether she stays on her knees and takes her time licking him until he begs for more or chooses to wrap her lips around him and eventually lets him come down her throat β whatever she says, goes, at least when it's the two of them alone together. ]
... yes. [ He gives her that answer in a hush, but it's confident when it comes β assuring, at least, that while he has this with her specifically, no one else has even come close to being considered that way in his mind. His fingers thread deeper into her hair, and when she leans in to drag her tongue over the length of his cock, he draws in a breath through his nose, a sharp inhale. ]
I will. Anything. Anything you say. [ It doesn't matter whether she stays on her knees and takes her time licking him until he begs for more or chooses to wrap her lips around him and eventually lets him come down her throat β whatever she says, goes, at least when it's the two of them alone together. ]
it's not really a two people kind of thing like yours. it's more being caught in the middle between my ex and me joining the organization whose methods he isn't a big fan of.
[ keeping their baby within the confines of that organization also presented a problem, but no need for those details. ]
we're kind of at odds back home. we're both aiming for the same thing but we're not in agreement on how to do it, so i teamed up with some people he doesn't like.
now we're both here and we can't even have a regular conversation without getting into a fight.
[ keeping their baby within the confines of that organization also presented a problem, but no need for those details. ]
we're kind of at odds back home. we're both aiming for the same thing but we're not in agreement on how to do it, so i teamed up with some people he doesn't like.
now we're both here and we can't even have a regular conversation without getting into a fight.
yeah I heard about that. I think I'll pass. If I can.
thanks. I'm trying. it's definitely not the kind of situation I ever thought I'd be in.
thanks. I'm trying. it's definitely not the kind of situation I ever thought I'd be in.
It's not the kind of place I'd want to see anyone end up in. Really, the alternative is... getting closer to a couple people than maybe you planned on.
If you ever want to talk about it, I get it. I've been there too, more than once.
If you ever want to talk about it, I get it. I've been there too, more than once.
[ the last couple of messages haven't even gone through at all, and to say finn's worried would be an understatement, but he reads over that message like it's a lifeline, poring through it and trying to glean whatever info he can. in the end, he thinks he can piece together what she's sent, although the message he sends back winds up being just as jumbled. ]
ββββ okay.
Set ββ ββ βββ garage. People are βββββ here.
Poe's βββββββ on βββββββ βββ jammers ββββ ββββ.
Please ββ safe.
ββββ okay.
Set ββ ββ βββ garage. People are βββββ here.
Poe's βββββββ on βββββββ βββ jammers ββββ ββββ.
Please ββ safe.
[ oh. that is... a similar situation, but at the same time, it's not like he and rey were ever together back home. duplicity, obviously, has been a different story, but given that she doesn't remember any of her previous times here, does it even matter? she's still made her choice in the end. ]
That is tough. I'm sorry.
Then again, nobody from that organization is here right now, right? It's just the two of you? Maybe this could be the time for you to both talk about everything without anything else hanging over. Nothing from home getting in the way.
That is tough. I'm sorry.
Then again, nobody from that organization is here right now, right? It's just the two of you? Maybe this could be the time for you to both talk about everything without anything else hanging over. Nothing from home getting in the way.
[ there are very few circumstances and even fewer people who can get away with calling qi'ra outside her given name. this is one of those circumstances and finn is one of those people. she allows it because she feels like it grounds him, gives him an escape into this moment as much as it does her and she rewards his acquiescence with another stroke of her tongue.
widening the stance on her knees just a little for balance, qi'ra places her other hand on the back of his thigh so that she can hold herself to him and also control, for the moment at least, how deep he goes. she licks again, then swallows the head of his cock, sucking gently. repeating it twice more, she finally looks up at him. ]
Hold my hair, Finn. Don't hold back. You won't hurt me.
widening the stance on her knees just a little for balance, qi'ra places her other hand on the back of his thigh so that she can hold herself to him and also control, for the moment at least, how deep he goes. she licks again, then swallows the head of his cock, sucking gently. repeating it twice more, she finally looks up at him. ]
Hold my hair, Finn. Don't hold back. You won't hurt me.
ββ βββ βarage in ββββ shape?
[ She leaves it vaguely enough between them that he doesnβt know when sheβll be coming by, specifically, but she knows where he is β at the garage, technically, where he busies himself working on one of the cars pulled in first before he realizes he doesnβt want his hands to be covered in grease and oil when she shows up β especially if sheβs going to be dressed (or not) as heβs told her to be.
In the end, he finally decides to go into the office and wait for her there, although he leaves the door open as he leans back in the chair behind the desk, trying not to let his nerves wind him up too much and not listening for the sound of footsteps. He reaches for his device as another way to distract himself, scrolling through the network β and maybe he goes back to his messages to look at that photo sheβd sent him again, giving himself permission to get excited in a different way in the meantime. Not that it ever takes him long to get hard for her anyway. ]
In the end, he finally decides to go into the office and wait for her there, although he leaves the door open as he leans back in the chair behind the desk, trying not to let his nerves wind him up too much and not listening for the sound of footsteps. He reaches for his device as another way to distract himself, scrolling through the network β and maybe he goes back to his messages to look at that photo sheβd sent him again, giving himself permission to get excited in a different way in the meantime. Not that it ever takes him long to get hard for her anyway. ]
[ Heβs transfixed by the sight of her down there in front of him, the way her lips part slowly for her tongue to rub against the length of his cock, and he swears it makes him harder for her even now, makes him jump and twitch from even those slick strokes. The muscle in his thigh tics beneath the slide of her hand, but only because heβs so attuned for even the slightest touch from her that even her palm sliding across his naked skin feels good.
Sheβs already eliciting a groan from him when she opens her mouth to take the head of his cock into that wet heat, and heβs not going to move, to thrust, but when she encourages him to take up a harder grip on her hair he does it, fingers sliding firmly through the dark strands and scooping up more of it in his fist. Heβs not yanking, not directing her either or forcing her down, more like holding it back from her face in a tighter grasp as he gazes down at her, wonder and arousal blended in his expression. ]
Yes, maβam.
Sheβs already eliciting a groan from him when she opens her mouth to take the head of his cock into that wet heat, and heβs not going to move, to thrust, but when she encourages him to take up a harder grip on her hair he does it, fingers sliding firmly through the dark strands and scooping up more of it in his fist. Heβs not yanking, not directing her either or forcing her down, more like holding it back from her face in a tighter grasp as he gazes down at her, wonder and arousal blended in his expression. ]
Yes, maβam.
ββββ haven't βββ us here. ββββ safe βββ I don't know βββ ββββ that's going to last.
Cββl ββ if ββββthing hapβββs.
I'll come.
ββββ bring helβ.
I'll come.
ββββ bring helβ.
βββmson.
βen's here.
Qβββ toβ.
ββββ βββe. Fβr ββw.
[ it's practically incoherent. this is getting intolerable. it feels wrong to be separated from him when they're in trouble like this, but she can't be with both of them, and thanks to the dyad, it had been ben who'd found her at her home after the sin guards depowered her. she's not going to just vanish after that, either. ]
βen's here.
Qβββ toβ.
ββββ βββe. Fβr ββw.
[ it's practically incoherent. this is getting intolerable. it feels wrong to be separated from him when they're in trouble like this, but she can't be with both of them, and thanks to the dyad, it had been ben who'd found her at her home after the sin guards depowered her. she's not going to just vanish after that, either. ]
[ there are some words he can make out β or at least, he thinks he does, pretty sure that she means crimson even if the rest of it is almost too muddled to determine anything else. so she's safe somewhere, which is good. he has a million questions dangling on the tip of his tongue, but he figures maybe she knows qi'ra because the other woman knows han? now doesn't seem the right time to ask about it, though. ]
It's ββt saββ out βββββ.
ββββise me you'll stββ ββere.
It's ββt saββ out βββββ.
ββββise me you'll stββ ββere.
β doββ βeed both of you βββββββββββ ββ. β βan βandlβ ββself.
If you didn't hate each other so much you might βββ βββββ.
[ at this point, she doesn't expect much of the messages to make it through. she's just talking at herself. ]
βm not goβββ anβββere.
If you didn't hate each other so much you might βββ βββββ.
[ at this point, she doesn't expect much of the messages to make it through. she's just talking at herself. ]
βm not goβββ anβββere.
[ qi'ra owns exactly one piece of outdoor that's not dramatic like the rest of her and it's a thigh-length black jacket. it's probably not what finn had in mind when he told her to wear nothing but that, but she does as he's asked and strides toward the garage with her chin level to the ground, making zero eye contact with anyone else. there are moments, perhaps, that her stride hits a bit long and someone behind her catches a glimpse of what she isn't wearing, but she doesn't mind. this is what he wanted, this is what he gets.
the shoes, however, are impeccable. four inches, deep black, and her hair is pinned up, so that when she walks into the garage, he gets an eyeful of what he's requested.
and that smile. ]
the shoes, however, are impeccable. four inches, deep black, and her hair is pinned up, so that when she walks into the garage, he gets an eyeful of what he's requested.
and that smile. ]
[ it's what she wants - finn like this. hard and wanting and holding her with that firmness that tells her just how affected he is by what she's doing.
she continues with her mouth, taking him deep, then shallow, swirling her tongue around his shaft as her head moves up and down his length. she hums and moans her way around his cock, expert at making him feel the way she wants: treasured and adored, as if there's nowhere she'd rather be than on her knees for him. it's true, though, in this case. there are very, very few men she'll do this for willingly and finn is one of them. he makes her feel comfortable and unafraid and she wants him to feel that much in control as much as she wants to give it to him.
deeper, her hand splays along his balls, stroking them, too, as she concentrates on the sensation of his cock against the back of her throat. she rolls her tongue to tease him and ignores the tears that spring to her eyes, pulling back only long enough to take a breath and going back down on him. this is what she wants for him, to know that she adores him as much as he does her, that she wants to feel him come like this.
when she pulls back again, she strokes him with her hand and tells him so. ] I want to taste you when you come.
she continues with her mouth, taking him deep, then shallow, swirling her tongue around his shaft as her head moves up and down his length. she hums and moans her way around his cock, expert at making him feel the way she wants: treasured and adored, as if there's nowhere she'd rather be than on her knees for him. it's true, though, in this case. there are very, very few men she'll do this for willingly and finn is one of them. he makes her feel comfortable and unafraid and she wants him to feel that much in control as much as she wants to give it to him.
deeper, her hand splays along his balls, stroking them, too, as she concentrates on the sensation of his cock against the back of her throat. she rolls her tongue to tease him and ignores the tears that spring to her eyes, pulling back only long enough to take a breath and going back down on him. this is what she wants for him, to know that she adores him as much as he does her, that she wants to feel him come like this.
when she pulls back again, she strokes him with her hand and tells him so. ] I want to taste you when you come.
[ Watching her like this might be enough to make him come all on its own β the slow, expert slide of her mouth on him, lips retreating to leave his cock shining with the evidence of where it's been before she bobs forward and takes him deep again, prompting a groan from his throat every single time she does it. It's clear that, like everything else she does, she knows what she's doing, and a few times it makes his hand clutch tighter in her hair, straining more of a fisted grip to tug on those soft strands as his lips part for him to pant softly. ]
Qi'ra β [ He shudders, when her fingers stroke him, when she swallows him down enough for him to feel the back of her throat, and he doesn't move, doesn't so much as thrust, even though a very, very distant part of him is thinking about gently fucking her mouth, sliding his cock over her tongue until he can't hold it back anymore. That's a lot to do to anyone, though, and he wouldn't initiate it unless she gave him strict permission to.
When she pulls off to replace her mouth with her hand, keeping that slick sliding stroke on him, he combs his fingers through her hair again, soft and affectionate, and nods once, shakily. ] Not gonna be long if you... if you keep using your mouth like that. [ There's a wonder in it when he says it, an admiration for the fact that she's there on her knees, for him, something he doesn't want to take for granted, and he reaches out with his other hand to cup her cheek, thumb sliding over the fullness of her lower lip, tracing wetness over her skin. ] Stars, you're so beautiful.
Qi'ra β [ He shudders, when her fingers stroke him, when she swallows him down enough for him to feel the back of her throat, and he doesn't move, doesn't so much as thrust, even though a very, very distant part of him is thinking about gently fucking her mouth, sliding his cock over her tongue until he can't hold it back anymore. That's a lot to do to anyone, though, and he wouldn't initiate it unless she gave him strict permission to.
When she pulls off to replace her mouth with her hand, keeping that slick sliding stroke on him, he combs his fingers through her hair again, soft and affectionate, and nods once, shakily. ] Not gonna be long if you... if you keep using your mouth like that. [ There's a wonder in it when he says it, an admiration for the fact that she's there on her knees, for him, something he doesn't want to take for granted, and he reaches out with his other hand to cup her cheek, thumb sliding over the fullness of her lower lip, tracing wetness over her skin. ] Stars, you're so beautiful.
[ The shoes are what he hears first before he even sees her, those heels clacking against the concrete of the garage floor, and Finn glances up from where he's been leaning back in the chair behind the desk, daydreaming, thinking about how she'll look when she finally gets here. Turns out it's better than anything his own imagination could have even come up with.
He gets up, coming around the desk to stand in the doorway to the office, one forearm leaning against the frame as he watches her, waits for her glance to turn in his direction, and then he lifts a hand slowly, unable to keep his gaze from descending appreciatively over what she's wearing. ]
You look... [ Sometimes it feels like no words are deserving enough. ] Incredible.
He gets up, coming around the desk to stand in the doorway to the office, one forearm leaning against the frame as he watches her, waits for her glance to turn in his direction, and then he lifts a hand slowly, unable to keep his gaze from descending appreciatively over what she's wearing. ]
You look... [ Sometimes it feels like no words are deserving enough. ] Incredible.
[ there's a reason she'd told him he couldn't hurt her - he could, but she's able to handle this - and it's because she wants him free to move in ways that feel good to him, too. she wants him to fuck back against her mouth and throat until he comes, until he's spilled across her lips and tongue and she definitely wants to hear him lose that control.
less necessary is the praise, but she looks up at him adoringly as he strokes his thumb over her lip, dipping her head slightly to capture it in her mouth before smiling wickedly and taking his cock back in her mouth. she teases for a moment, then raises light eyes to his from where she's still kneeling. ]
I want to taste it. Don't hold back.
[ another instruction for him to follow if he chooses, and she goes back to it with the enthusiasm of a woman who both knows what she's doing and is having a great time doing it. it's finn, so she trusts him and believes that he's not going to take advantage; she's also not going to revel in the way he's looking at her for too long. that kind of tenderness can only cause pain and she's the one in control.
it's what she tells herself constantly. ]
less necessary is the praise, but she looks up at him adoringly as he strokes his thumb over her lip, dipping her head slightly to capture it in her mouth before smiling wickedly and taking his cock back in her mouth. she teases for a moment, then raises light eyes to his from where she's still kneeling. ]
I want to taste it. Don't hold back.
[ another instruction for him to follow if he chooses, and she goes back to it with the enthusiasm of a woman who both knows what she's doing and is having a great time doing it. it's finn, so she trusts him and believes that he's not going to take advantage; she's also not going to revel in the way he's looking at her for too long. that kind of tenderness can only cause pain and she's the one in control.
it's what she tells herself constantly. ]
So, you do like the shoes.
[ the smile barely touches her lips, but she's teasing. the way he's looking her over causes her entire body to warm and she takes another step forward, undoing the button nearest the top of the jacket. there aren't many, it's barely held together. ]
I'd have hated to disappoint.
[ the smile barely touches her lips, but she's teasing. the way he's looking her over causes her entire body to warm and she takes another step forward, undoing the button nearest the top of the jacket. there aren't many, it's barely held together. ]
I'd have hated to disappoint.
[ Don't hold back, she says, and the encouragement rolls over him, added heat to what it feels like when she takes him in her mouth again, and he feels like he could be content to just stand steady and let her move, let her head bob against his hips, but he wants to feel more β or, at least, he wants to try it.
His hand slides around, through her hair to cup at the back of her head, and then he gives a testing thrust β gently, lightly shifting his hips, rolling forward as she lingers, and it makes him shudder, makes him nearly curve forward over her before he performs another thrust, and another. ]
Kriff, it's perfect. [ His other hand strokes a thumb over her cheek to feel the bulge of his cock nudging it out slightly, and he retreats, looks at the gloss of spit from her mouth clinging to his skin before thrusting forward again, his hand on her head just cupping her rather than trying to force her down to take it. He knows what it's like to be overwhelmed by a cock in his mouth in a good way, and that's all he wants for her here. ] Want to fill you up.
His hand slides around, through her hair to cup at the back of her head, and then he gives a testing thrust β gently, lightly shifting his hips, rolling forward as she lingers, and it makes him shudder, makes him nearly curve forward over her before he performs another thrust, and another. ]
Kriff, it's perfect. [ His other hand strokes a thumb over her cheek to feel the bulge of his cock nudging it out slightly, and he retreats, looks at the gloss of spit from her mouth clinging to his skin before thrusting forward again, his hand on her head just cupping her rather than trying to force her down to take it. He knows what it's like to be overwhelmed by a cock in his mouth in a good way, and that's all he wants for her here. ] Want to fill you up.
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