[ she leaves it at that, at the rush of her relief. better than anyone, she knows of his past, and how he has fought to escape it; it would be a cruel twist of fate for him to endure the same treatment here.
that comes easier than the memory of her own arrival. the subject isn't one she wants to broach, cagey; finn, she knows, would never look at her the same if he knew the specifics. ]
When I first arrived. Anyone who didn't answer their survey like they wanted had to pay a fee.
[ i don't regret it, she nearly adds, but choosing not to regret it means coming to terms with it and indulging in self-reflection she doesn't want to sort through. she can't reconcile that, not yet, but it doesn't change the truth of it. ]
no subject
[ she leaves it at that, at the rush of her relief. better than anyone, she knows of his past, and how he has fought to escape it; it would be a cruel twist of fate for him to endure the same treatment here.
that comes easier than the memory of her own arrival. the subject isn't one she wants to broach, cagey; finn, she knows, would never look at her the same if he knew the specifics. ]
When I first arrived.
Anyone who didn't answer their survey like they wanted had to pay a fee.
[ i don't regret it, she nearly adds, but choosing not to regret it means coming to terms with it and indulging in self-reflection she doesn't want to sort through. she can't reconcile that, not yet, but it doesn't change the truth of it. ]