Maybe I should wait to look these over until we're together then.
[ even if she's already clicking one open, curiosity as always getting the better of her. it isn't much, hardly a hair past vanilla as far as all the possibilities are concerned, but the opening alone of two people kissing without a care in the world still twists something low in her stomach.
she has to click away before she gets too distracted. before a strange sense of guilt wedges into her peripheral, as if doing this alone isn't quite what she's supposed to do.
it helps that there's a warmth that comes with his follow-up, his gentle acknowledgement that he wasn't just showing her how and then leaving her to her own devices, that he wants to be with her in that way for his own sake, too. he's said as much, but it's nice to see the reminder in black and white. ]
I want that too. I would rather choose, if I can, than be forced into anything because I have to do it.
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[ even if she's already clicking one open, curiosity as always getting the better of her. it isn't much, hardly a hair past vanilla as far as all the possibilities are concerned, but the opening alone of two people kissing without a care in the world still twists something low in her stomach.
she has to click away before she gets too distracted. before a strange sense of guilt wedges into her peripheral, as if doing this alone isn't quite what she's supposed to do.
it helps that there's a warmth that comes with his follow-up, his gentle acknowledgement that he wasn't just showing her how and then leaving her to her own devices, that he wants to be with her in that way for his own sake, too. he's said as much, but it's nice to see the reminder in black and white. ]
I want that too.
I would rather choose, if I can, than be forced into anything because I have to do it.