[ but that had been true, too. she'd just stumbled out of a place that made more sense, her emotions on overdrive as her mind tried to make sense of everything that was going on — and when poe had wrapped his arms around her, she'd sunk into it, let that hug bolster her the way it had when she'd touched down on ajan kloss in luke's old x-wing, let it block out all the strangeness and misery until all that mattered was them.
and then it had just felt natural, hadn't it? to let one touch bleed into another, and then another, and to follow the path of least resistance until they were both too far gone to stop. and she hadn't wanted to stop, either. not then...
and not now. which was the part she was struggling with the most. ]
I've ruined things, haven't I? He must have been under one of those effects. That's the only thing that makes sense.
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[ but that had been true, too. she'd just stumbled out of a place that made more sense, her emotions on overdrive as her mind tried to make sense of everything that was going on — and when poe had wrapped his arms around her, she'd sunk into it, let that hug bolster her the way it had when she'd touched down on ajan kloss in luke's old x-wing, let it block out all the strangeness and misery until all that mattered was them.
and then it had just felt natural, hadn't it? to let one touch bleed into another, and then another, and to follow the path of least resistance until they were both too far gone to stop. and she hadn't wanted to stop, either. not then...
and not now. which was the part she was struggling with the most. ]
I've ruined things, haven't I?
He must have been under one of those effects. That's the only thing that makes sense.
[ rey you are so dumb ]